Just realized that nothing I have ever done, was a “mistake” .. Rather an experience or a lesson. Whether it was good or bad. Everything encountered is an experience/lesson that I had learned from my prior knowledge and actions. The only thing to do from there is apply the things learned to better yourself, and help you in some way for the future.

Finally realizing that this was the best decision that I have done all year, simply letting you go and move on. I have never been happier. I have never smiled this much. For some reason, I am actually confident about things. I actually enjoy smiling and looking into the mirror now. I feel so comfortable and free. I will never look at you the same, cause all I will see is a big mistake. I feel so little for you now. I don’t hate you. I am just glad, I let you go. I finally let go of dead memories and dead weight. Your name has no significance in my life. You were just a BIG mistake. I blamed everything on me, so it would be an easier way of saying goodbye, instead of arguing about whose fault it was. I am sure about one thing though. NO guy would deal with the stuff that you threw at me, they would say “fuck this” and leave. I should have listened when all your friends told me that you weren’t worth it. Cause now I resent you. oh welll. You have been dropped and forgotten. Thank you. For nothing…